Driving back home from work feeling down again.

Got a new co worker at work today and already the comments have started. I heard her say it smells like ass and it stinks in here at least 4-5 times throughout the day.

Im really growing tired of this agonizing torture. I notice others notice my odor by their reactions. Im using drugs to cope with the stress and anxiety but i dont want to abuse it and deal with bad withdrawals i once had.

Right now i don't know what else to do, i want to work but at the same time im tired of dealing with people and their BS. I'm lucky as some people show respect and friendliness but it's still hard for me as i don't know if i smell or if they could smell me or not, whether they are faking it with me. It is a lot for the mind to deal with sometimes...

I'm thinking of going on disability but not sure how exactly. Should i go through a burnout, or something else? welfare is kinda out of the question as i wouldn't make enough to support my mom and me. I just need some time alone to take better care of my body and health and try a lot of the remedies people on here talk about. So far im doing the gluten, milk, corn, sugar, oats, soy, free diet As one of the cured member here had success with. Its been well over 3 weeks and i havent seen much of an improvement to my surprise... Maybe subtle symptoms, but it is too soon to tell from what i have heard. Tweet