Just sittin' here thinking about how much this condition has robbed me of a life. For the past 8 years my interpersonal relationships have suffered greatly. It caused a huge rift in my previous relationship (4.5 years). My ex- just never understood how awful/drained I felt on a daily basis. She eventually cheated on me and that was that.
I rarely make an effort to date. I just don't have the energy to chase women around like a normal guy. Half the time I'm so irritable that most of them get on my nerves. I miss that feeling of sparks flying and chemistry. I commonly have to pass on stuff some of my friends are doing because I just can't keep up. Nobody knows that any of this is going on either. I can't imagine what other people think is the reason.
Really hoping that this hormone panel I took can point me in the right direction.