the closer you get to a full body spontaneous die off the harder parasites hang on
you have to be very careful and go slowly or they will take you out with them
50% of those who are fully committed will die in the process
those who have been here the longest are the most committed
going very slowly and carefully is an indication of the level of commitment
some decide it is too hard, or come to believe there is no hope, and give up and die
as for me, when i cleanse deeply, i can feel something crawling around in my skull trying to get out, still trying to figure out how to get rid of it, without a dead rotting parasite giving me a brain infection, hoping it will find it's way into some other area, and then die, like my guts, so i can flush it...