First of all, congrats on your progress! Also, very sorry for what you've been through, but happy to see you are coming out on the other side of the tunnel. It is true that when you are happy others will gravitate towards you. Just make sure you realize your self-worth aside from your appearance. Weight up or down, you are a person that deserves love. To receive it and share it. You are here for a reason and just as valuable and precious as anyone else!