I am too am suffering and your not alone. I have had meningitis 3 times and every time I have been treated and released. I seem to get better only for a short period of time and then I get sick again. I hate this feeling I have secluded myself and don't wish to wake up anymore. Getting a Dr. to believe that something else is wrong or that is possible is hard. I have been taken to the mental ward and given meds. to treat psychosis. can anyone help me?