I went thru the panic attack thing, and still get them, but not near as bad. That's a terrible, miserable experience. I'm sorry to hear you have so much to deal with. I also know about the little black specks. Whatever I have has ruined my eyesight, so I can't see jack without my microscope. It's amazing what a difference 40x makes.
What do you take for the Lyme Disease? Is there a permanent cure?