Thanks I went to the gi doc all kinds of tests done and they all came back negative! Even did an upper quadrant ultrasound! I'm not really seeing the white things any more and no real itching except when I do have a hemmeroids. I still have so much anxiety though! It's still constantly on my mind and I'm constantly inspecting every bowel movement! I have seen mucous and occasionally think I see a pinworm floating but have come to the conclusion it's just mucous because it's not moving and is not attached to the bowel movement but is all on it's own. I now wish I knew how to get rid of this anxiety! I'm still washing hands and food and everything like a mad woman!