something about what this guy is saying makes me feel like i want to laugh with joy, but i can't quite allow myself to do it for some reason
it is extremely frustrating but i don't want to quit listening to him because hearing what he says gives me hope that a sense of peace, joy, and relief might be possible if i can get just let myself laugh about it
i am being this body... something about this makes me want to laugh
how odd that i can't quite do it, i love knowing there is something very funny about all this