I'm not forcing you, you are forcing yourself to not look. Like I said 90% can't accept the truth.
I have solutions, I cure cancer sometimes with just one session. But most others would rather die than look into their own psyche.
It is you that refuses to accept. We may lie to ourselves about how happy we are, but the body NEVER LIES. Your body is telling you something and you refuse to listen.
I've been doing this quite a few years and I run across people that are stuck as yourself far more that those who truly want to heal to the very roots. My guess is you don't know what dissociation means and you probably didn't bother to look it up.
Tough luck, keep looking for the magic wand. Your subconscious may self resolve and whatever substance you are taking will get the credit. Or perhaps surgery is an option? But then later you may get salivary stones. If you don't get rid of the root it will manifest somewhere else.
So you blame me for going to the topic you don't want to hear. I'm sorry I'm not offering anybody the magic wand because it doesn't exist anymore than Ponce de Leon's fanciful fountain. Stop your ears and cover your eyes please. Truth to some is far to painful to look at.
So cry and whine all you want, it will not change the truth and I can probably safely assume that you didn't even bother to ponder the questions more than seconds and now you know all about it, better than the experts.