youre such a dummy you dont even get the really simple stuff.
heres loquat. he has a friend who he likes to meet in the park and talk to. the friend only comes to the park on wednesday. loquat keeps coming every tuesday and looking for him. years go by and loquat and the friend change but the routine stays the same. but this has not informed loquat in any way about his friend. in loquats mind, his friend is the same guy he was when he met him years ago.
youre mentally ill, dude. that or you dont believe in god or his son or both. wither way youre a dolt and a liar.