I did what you decided to do, accept, then try continue with that 'mindset'.
Well like you I began to take things on board.
I did that for a while but I found myself looking around because it was not very convincing. I took the spiritual way because in a sense for that's what the bible lead me into and to this day I am still searching for something a little more concrete.
That guy on the video troubles me because he carries on like president Obama, he keeps adding little ditties to get his audience on his side, not a good sign, a bit of unnecessary input (body language).
So I'm going to actually let him have his say and see what he comes up with and I shall keep an open mind.
Unfortunately at the end of the video I read in the 'comments' column ' Comments are disabled for this video.'
but I will overlook that and see why, can't be fairer than that, so I will be back to you, thank you.