Sometimes I feel like life would be easier for those around me if I just didn't exist anymore.
I'm not 'suicidal,' but at times I wish I could just vanish or go someplace away from everyone I know.
I've always been very expressive when it comes to my emotions - good ones, bad ones - I wear my heart on my sleeve. It's just how I am, and I've tried to not be so 'emotional' but it seems I can't really do anything about it. Even my husband now is telling me that I need to do something about it.
At times I feel so helpless, alone and hopeless that I don't know what to do.
Is there something wrong with me?