All God needs to use you is a willing heart! Remember that he gives wisdom liberally to those who ask of it! Keep in prayer and keep in the Word. The Christian life is easier to talk about then to LIVE--and I speak that to myself more than any other. Keep a watchful eye on the enemy! Remember your heart is deceitful. Your mind needs to be renewed DAILY by the Word. Put on the shield by memorizing specific scriptures that will aid you in the battle in areas where you struggle. Remember also YOUR REACTIONS are showing. Romans 12:17, "Recompense to no man evil for evil." I Thessalonians 5:15, "See that none render evil for evil unto any man." And Peter said, "Not rendering evil for evil , or railing for railing: but contrariwise blessing" I Peter 3:9. Don't react the same way people react towards us. I hope all goes well, and I hope you continue to grow in the Lord!