I freaked out at first!!!
I can sooooo relate!!!
It's the natural reaction to finding out that there is something happening without your knowledge/permission and it can be a tramautic realization.
When I first found out I felt violated.
But, then I shifted into high gear to get rid of it ...
When I found out it was during a weekend, and I couldn't get Wormwood , etc.
I couldn't wait to begin the cleansing protocol.
I found some cloves in the pantry, ground them up and took some every 6 hrs, to get a head start.
Once I got on bl.walnut/wormwood stuff and got some results, I felt encouraged to continue.
I read and researched everything I could get my hands on, and experimented with different herbs/combinations.
Eventually, I accepted it and actually felt grateful I found out (how many people never even know?).
I learned a new respect for my body. I felt I weakened my body somehow to allow this to get to this point.
So, after you freak out for a while, you'll most likely settle in acceptance and perhaps gratitude.
Don't wait with the parasite cleanse: you'll feel much less freaked out once you are doing something about the infestation.