Yes, I do feel impatient about it all. I just want change in my life so desperately. I am slowly getting change that I need but I feel like I have so much farther to go. I just have to trust in my bodies natural ability to heal under the right conditions. I need to nourish my body and take care of myself and trust that the same happy little girl that I used to be is still a part of who I am. I just have to get rid of all of the crap and junk and she will be able to play and laugh again. I do think this blessed herbs cleanse will be a good idea though. Thanks for your advice.