I was happy about what I had written, so thank you. It was a funny thing actually. I had written up something a few hours earlier on the same thing and it got deleted accidentally. I didn't really feel satisfied but then it failed sending. I was very happy about what I posted a while later after I'd been given some more time to think about it.
Ever since I had that fourty-five minutes in the sun, I've felt differently toward it when I see it above me. I love to let it shine on my face and hands especially. I hardly spend significant time looking right into it, but I think I'd like to start trying to.
I usually only look right at it when there are enough clouds or haze that it doesn't blind my normal eyes, and it has that beautiful red ball appearance. That's what it looked like when I had meditated. It was really neat.