I am really at my lowest low right now. I have tried everything said in this. Unfortuantely, nothing really isworking for me. I am giving up hope and fast. I used to believe in God. But now I am doubting His existence. If there is God, why would he torture us like this. God is so cruel!!!! If he is really all that powerful, why can't he just give us the cure for our diseases? Why ar ewe being punish and why do we have to endure the humiliation, pain and suffering each day of our lives.