*gives hugs for Rudy* Life can get real tough, especially when people we love are taken away. Sometimes a person would rather their loved one die than stop loving them, because if the loved one died, we know that we would still be in their hearts when they're dead - but that would be selfish of us. Like you said, people have free will.. and Rudy, it sounds like you have three very lovely girls! I'm very sure that they love you SO much. And, I'm very glad to hear how well you pulled out of the problem you were faced with. I honestly don't think someone like me could do it. I'm a little confused about the fears is the opposite of love, though. :\
If fear is the opposite of love, and one is afraid,... that means that love is far away from them?
God spoke to you :) I wish God would speak to me. I find you very fortunate.. sometimes I cry out to God during breakdowns when my problems get the most of me, but God doesn't answer... but that doesn't mean that I gave up on talking to him.. I just wait patiently for an answer... ya know? Keep up the good work, you and everyone else I'm aquainted with here is always in my thoughts & prayers :)