The Library in Heaven

For years, I self-censored myself about my Near Death Experience. I just told people, I met God. Today, I feel no need to stay quiet about my experience if I can express my NDE in words, read what I have said, then measure what I wrote against what I know with my spirit to be true. While I feel comfortable talking about my NDE today, I always want to be as accurate as possible. Even now, having had a NDE, I still find myself incapable of saying some soul things I experienced in my NDE with the depth they deserve. I hope you can see how much I struggle with it. I am doing the best I can so please bare with me. The things I say may sound way out there but let me tell you this; when we die, our soul leaves our body and goes to the light. The light comes from heaven. Heaven is an extraordinary place.

I know of no one else who has experienced heaven exactly as I have but I am certain there are many similarities between my NDE and other's experiences. The beings I met in heaven could best be described as orbs of white light... Imagine your soul without a body wrapped around it and what remains is this orb of light... This is what we all are without our bodies.

I hope I can now do it justice by saying in words what I once saw over 20 years ago. I can tell you this...It feels like it happened just now...it is always there...

One of the things I have not been able to articulate well in the past about my NDE was a visit I had to this library of sorts. My companion, who traveled with me in heaven showed me to this heavenly library. I also might call this companion who I saw as an orb of light a pre-Jesus. My pre-Jesus companion showed me to a long room with rows of clear cylinders with inscriptions on them. Another white orb of light in the heavenly depository showed me many of these cylinders. There were some things in those cylinders, I can not speak of, as a kind of contract between me and this type of librarian there, and there are other things revealed in those cylinders and my Near Death Experience that I will attempt to reveal today. There is massive amounts of information stored in these cylinders and there are words on them that reveal the contents within. The handles of the cylinders or can I say scrolls that are translucent while between the handles of these type of scrolls is a transparant area with translucent inscriptions on them. There are other things on some of those scrolls of which I have already spoken of in my posts about my NDE here in CureZone and there are still other things in those scrolls, that I believe will be revealed in the future. If I am repeating myself it is because I want to say it better but the words are not coming out so well... but it is amazing to me that I can write anything at all about those cylinders or scrolls, my NDE, or even the library I visited. I will attempt to continue describe these things now as best I can.

Maybe I said a little about 3D videos of our lives in past posts about my Near Death Experience but this is the first time I have been capable of articulating in written words about my visit to the library I visited in my NDE in a meaningful way. This library is a kind of depository and also a place that gives us information to help us along on our journey. I have thought about this a lot before and could not say it well enough to put it down in words that I could share it with you. But things about my NDE become more relayable than before. Inside of this library are volumns of what I might call 3D scrolls. You don't read these scrolls but rather you experience them as an observer. I can also tell you that when the scrolls from the depository open up, they do not so much reveal words, even though there are words inscribed on them as they open to reveal much more than just words... The scrolls in the library I visitd in heaven are more like live 3D videos with sights and sounds and ... they just pop out in front of you as you look on them and you are right there in the middle of them.

The contents of the scrolls from the library I visited in heaven reveal specific themes or experiences. One of several scrolls I was given for my journey back to earth from heaven opened up into a 3D history and future of earth. On my way back to earth from heaven, from a place beyond the Earth's atmosphere, I witnessed the beginning of the Earth until its ultimate end. Even the destruction of earth did not panic me though. I was just an observer. As fantastic as that sounds, the earth as we know it will some day explode into a firey ball of flames and be no more . I then opened up a scroll to a zoomed-in history and future of Earth on the molecular level. It was very crowded in this experience as all of the molecules of everything on earth bumps into one other. Each of us(people/animals/trees/rocks etc..) touches each other of us in one sort of larger organism. Then I zoomed out again and witnessed the whole history and future of the earth as varying fields of circular light and dark energy. Most of the earth is light 2/3rds and 1/3rd is dark but the circular fields of energy that emit from every molecule are mostly shades of gray. There are bright white fields and other dense dark fields but every field affects every other field by varying degrees as the energy fields fluctuate and flow in waves of light and dark across each other. The brightest light fields may be affected by dark fields and the darkest dark fields of dense darkness can be affected by light. From this particular view I realized how important each of us are to each of us.

I will say more later but I do want to tell you that this was a really hard thing to say. I think I can say more later but for now, it is all I have. Thank you friends for opening me up to revisit my NDE again. I hope some of it makes sense.
I hope you can overcome my sense of inadequecy to say what I witnessed in my Near Death Experience and can follow along later...