I feel great and relax that I can talk and express myself freely here. I always hide my feelings and consider other people's feeling in the first place. Maybe my personality is one of the casue of cancer.
Why I am so scared of Chemo is that I see too many people in the hospital who undergo Chemotherapy become too weak and dying. Referring the story you told about a woman who got terminal cancer changed her lifestyle and got remission, I think her will to survive inside her soul waked up her immune system to cure the cancer. But with Chemo given to the body, you only feel desperated and want to die. I truly believe that there must be a cure for cancer, the matter is whether I can find it out before I die.
I do not have enough confidence for myself. I query every treatments I heard and find it hard to make a decision. There are so many options for Alternative Cancer Therapy and which one should I pick and try. I spend a couple of days reviewing the Options by Richard Walters, The Moss Report on Stomach Cancer, the Gerson Therapy, Pau d'arco..... (Actually, I do not fully understand the information because English is my second language) I am on a crossroads again!! Which way to go....
Thank you for taking your time to read my message!