This is a message of desperation. I have 16 right now, and I've had this problem what seemed like forever. Actually since 6th grade. From 6th-8th grade, it was a shit smell coming from my anal area. I thought it was some overactive gland. I couldn't smell it at all unless I actually stuck a finger in that area and smelt it. School was horrible for me, so I stuck toilet paper there to prevent the smell, and it seemed to work. Then something really frustrating happened. The odor seemed to go to a gassy odor. I am in 11th grade now, and have had really really bad gas since 8th grade. I think I hold the gas in, but a gassy smell is emmitted. Just to check, I am around my brother and sisters sometimes and actually squat to see if they smell it, but they don't, but everyone at school can. I feel like killing myself. I am shy to start out with, but now I'm excluding myself from everybody, I feel I have no right to be there. I feel I'm not good enough for somebody's friendship. Gym is a terror. When I sweat, a urine smell is emitted. I don't get it either, I shower 2-3 times a day and constantly am applying deoderant. I'm ready to just give up entirely. I notice a smell only in school too, never at home.
Here's a weird part. Since I think it's coming from my anal area, I constantly and clenching my cheeks together in social situations. I never bend. I always move away when somebody comes close to me too. And when I think I don't have the odor, I see somebody holding their nose in school. I am really frustrated. I always am hearing "What's that smell?" or "who farted?" I really can't stand this and I need help. I thought I was lactose intolerance or had IBS, but I can't get to a doctor, my mom moved away from the divorce and my dad is snotty.
PLEASE, if anybody has/had this and wants to help please write soemthing here or write to email@example.com
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, there was this girl who I liked and she liked me and now she's not talking or looking at me. Take a guess why... :(