First of all f**k you.I admit this is a good attitude towards the problem but it helps you only survive through the day.
Have you got any facts that this problem will persist till our death?Did a doctor tell you?
I checked out the link you gave,but what do you want to say dude?I know when I fart, and as far as I know there is no way of passing gas without realising.If you mean we must avoid too much meat diet,then maybe you are right.Personally, my diet has a variety of meals.
What about other symptoms?Define weird feeling in head.My head is fine,except that I feel sleepy and tired most of the day,I think very slowly and sometimes cant think clearly.I have IBS and possibly constipation.After taking a shit I dont have that great feeling of emptiness I used to have younger,I feel there is more stuff that needs to get out,i suppose that's constipation.Also another thing is that very often I feel bloated ready to explode.
Another thing I have to say is that your first problem is that you are too macho-kid and smart-ass to accept reality.A part of my life(social life,interacting with others)is destroyed and I am not gay.However I havent abandoned that part of my life and I continue to struggle with it in order to survive.When I get into a room and it starts smelling like a pile of shit,I don't care and I stay till I get my job done.Sometimes it may hurt me without realising but what the hell,call me emotionalist or gay,i dont give a f**k,but emotions make us humans.I bet you have got tons of "emotional shit" as you call them,but dont admit it because you feel like a real man with huge balls.However I find it very hard to relax,have fun or enjoy myself.I just do what I have to do and go away.If you really can have fun then,Good for you dude! ,tell us your secret(although I really doubt it,you just pretend).I think your message to this forum is simple but you express it in the wrong way."Don't let this problem get at you and fight for life,don't give up".You could have just said that instead of swearing like, "f**k you all gays,I am the only one with the balls to have fun" and all this crap.
So I suggest you share your experiences in this forum and stop trying to sound like a dude.
It's the same type of problem we all face ,and we must all be on the same side