i understand your dismay. as it is written, how can sweet and bitter pour forth from the same fountain? how can a man be double minded? the battle is in the spirit inside of us. the spirit of god and the spirit of the flesh. they are emnity toward one another. it is up to choose who we will serve.
sorry. no devil to blame on what we do. it is our choice and ours alone. your concept of satan et al is totally man made. that you are bought and sold on it is a matter of sadness, but i cannot make you choose to reject it for the lie that it is. that is between you and god and he is able tro bring all to fruition.