It sounds to me as if you really don't need to be in a relationship right now. You need to take time off for yourself to discover what you really want in life and how to make yourself happy and have more self love.
In my last post, I was just trying to say that what goes around comes around. It's the God-honest truth and there is no way around it. People with level headed good sense recognize that fact.
I think you will make a good partner for someone. But you have to learn to makes their needs a priority too and not just concentrate on your needs and what makes you feel good at the expense of someone else's pride, dignity and emotions.