That's VERY considerate (NO JOKE). That's the kind of girlfriend I want...CONSIDERATE. There aren't really too many people who can be CONSIDERATE at all, but, especially when their conscience bothers them because they figure ALL IS LOST, ANYWAY. It is NOT,... you only feel that way because you feel SORROW, and still have the time to be CONSIDERATE (because you are conscientous and listen to your conscience). WOW! I think I'm falling in love. Do you see? He is a lucky guy. He probably sees what I see in you and will learn how to cherish it. It's about time that you stop convincing yourself that you have serious mental problems. Whatever you have done in the past to think that you should deprive yourself of happiness, remember that you are on this forum because you WANT things to be better, and anyone who WANTS things to be BETTER cannot be a despicable person that embraces evil and doesn't deserve happiness.