ya think? what was your first clue?
this is so funny..
i love it when people whom i dont know and dont care to prove me right....
you are a liar and a cheat. your boyfriend deserves so much better than you. do us all a favour and just stop seeing him... so you TRIED to break it off? bullsh_t... it takes two to be in a relationship. if you honestly didnt want to see him then you wouldn't... no you want a boy toy. thus the reason you are dating a younger man. it isn't out of love..
this does it for me... you are obviously just here to waste peoples time, and draw attention to yourself. Just one more attention hogg... what's the matter? didn't your daddy play with you enough when you were a child? NO? is that why you go around looking for as much attention as you can from whomever will give it to you? There was a time when I would have tried really hard to put this in a much kinder way, but it wouldn't matter. You are not here to solve your issues, you are here to draw simpathy, to get people to listen to you... sheesh.. what a waste...
Maybe you should post to a different page. your issues are not with relationships... they are just as you said.. all in your head.
best of luck finding a psychiatrist... you need one.