God this hurts so bad.....
On thursday I called bobby, he hit talk on his Cell Phone
without realizing...........all my worst fears about him came to the surface. I know I had already ended it, but he was not believing that yet, thought I was just mad. Anyways, this is what I over heard in regards to my sister and I....he was speaking to pete, my sister's so called boyfriend.
bobby : "those poor girls are trying to call us, they probably sit around thinking about us all day"
pete "roaring laughter"
bobby speaking to somebody else in the room "just tell them what they wanna hear, that's the way to do it, love em all"
pete "roaring laughter and repeating bobby"
I know I had no right to get so mad, being that I have behaved so poorly behind his back, and I had told him I didn't want to see him anymore,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
but I became enraged and flipped out
I went over there threw a chair at him, matches at his face, it wasn't my original intention to get so out of hand, but he was being so sarcastic and cold towards me it was all I could do not to hit or spit at him....... I wound up just calming down and ending it, he cried, I went home.
I am feeling so confused.....so hurt, so angry, so mislead...like I should talk....
I am going to take time to be alone but now avery is calling the ex I had been cheating on him with and I don't know how to say no to him.