I don't think you have "love" with this one...just a gut feeling from an experienced pro...but, if you have more questions than answers...not the one. Love is something you really feel. You've got it inside. You can't get her out of your thoughts. YOu're inexperienced so that adds to the drama. I'd do some more women before I ever think about settling down. Trust me on this...the best sex you'll ever have is right now while you're single...NOT WHEN YOU GET MARRIED! No truer statement has ever been stated. Get that straight right from the start. Sow all your wild oates before you get the ring or you'll regret it mightily. YOu need more women.