Re: Lost (Again)
I see you have a nickle but Lucy isn't available. You get me instead :-#
Open your heart. You have everything to gain and nothing to lose. It is ALL experience. Some questions to explore within yourself. What is your resistance? Trust issues? Where is the uncertianty coming from? Did you feel some jealousy?
What were your relationships like with your parents/ Is there a repeating pattern in this (throughout your life)? What does your confusion stem from? In other words, what in her is stimulating this? What are your core (unfiltered) vibes saying?
"I genuinely cannot believe that I have allowed myself to become involved in this kind of situation."
Dare to let go. There are no have to's, just flow with it, experience...breath..lol.
Allow yourself to feel.
"When does hope become delusion, and forgiveness and compassion become idiocy? And is there any way to assuage the paranoid wonderings and arrive at a definite conclusion...?"
This is interesting and begs some questions. What does the "forgiveness and compassion" relate to? What about the "paranoid wonderings?"
~Lapis~ ...in for Lucy