That is definately a lovely story you have...see that is the difference ...i have always had god with me all my life...i put my faith on the line...i have never had to search for something...i have never felt empty about god....sometimes lonely for physical companionship but i take delight knowing god is with me and wraps a big hug around me.....that is great you finally found god and accepted him.... but you are misunderstood....we all dont need to be fundamentalist christians...thank god for you that you found him...i found him when i was a lil girl.... i know my purpose i have always known. Now i can have a lil understanding why fundamentalist push and push and push....they think we are all lost...that is incorrect ...the rest of us i guess are not lost....you just found god a lil later than some did...GOD IS EVERYWHERE you only need to accept him...ok enuff said...you love god and i love god...follow your way and i'll follow mine...but dont push other ppl into something that they are not lost for...that is silly.