for god's sakes...your not getting through to me because i found god a long damn time ago...give it up will ya... my experiences in this lifetime have nothing to do with my relationship with god...i fully with all my heart and soul for god to do well by me and for me....i dont worry about anything for i know god will make it so.. SHEESH you still dont get it...you are insulting and old warrior...you are juvenile in your plight for religion to me...i am a wise old soul who knew all that you just found recently. That is what you dont get ...no sense talking to you.. glad your happy and found god