Mine was not an "Ah Ha" moment. Mine was an "Oh my God, you are so real" moment. Mine was an "I've been lied to and mislead by the media and everyone else" moment. Mine was a "You really created me in your own image" moment. Mine was a "You are perfect and true moment." Mine was a "you died on the cross in exchange for me ignoring you" moment. Mine was a "You created me to shine your light" moment. These are nothing like an "ah ha" moment.
I've done meditation myself. It's relaxing and peaceful, but it's not the same. You say you are past me, but I don't think your voice portrays that. I can hear when people are past me. They speak truth that I can only hope to have one day. I'm not sure I've heard anything like that from you.