Thats fantastic that you have accomplished so much, I wish I could say the same! I will tell you what worked for me and who knows maybe it might help you - when I was fasting (master cleanse) I had a few times that were truly toxic & I felt panicked & severly scattered brained, sometimes even scared, I would always do an enema and immediately get relief. The last time I did one it broke somethingup and I literally was in the bathroom around 20 or more times that day passing all kinds of stones, long strings of what appeared to be mucous and just nasty stuff. I'm sure that was just stuck some where along the long path of my intestines but I felt like a million bucks after it all came out and was able to successfully complete my fasting. Keep in mind though that I was also doing a salt water flush every morning and didn't think there was anyway I could have had all that in me, I can't imagine where all that was coming from but it was there all the same.