I am so very sorry. Your cat is now at the Rainbow Bridge. I really do believe this. When our dear Bun E. Boy died, I copied the Rainbow Bridge and put it on top of the shoe box that we laid our dear bunny to rest in.
Just this side of heaven is a placed called the Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to the Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for our special friends so they can run and play. There is food, water and sunshine, our friends are warm and comfortable.
All who were ill are restored to health and vigor. Those injured or hurt are made whole again, just as we remember them in our dreams. The animals are content, except they each miss someone special who was left behind.
They play together until one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His body quivers. He flys over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted.
The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head and you look into the eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never from your heart. Then you cross the Rainbow Bridge together.....