You will be happy when you choose to be happy. When you grow up enough to take responsibility for your life, your choices and your health; when you stop blaming your parents, Walmart, your boss, your friends, the church and everything else for your problems, then you will begin to feel better. When you start living for today, doing what you need to do today in the circumstances you are in right now, then you will start to feel better. Happiness does not exist in Oklahoma, all the problems you have now will follow you there. The power to be happy lies within you and no where else. The power to heal is also within you, when you decide its time to get serious about healing, then you will do whatever you must do to get better. Its all up to you, happiness is not found in a Pop Tart or a pill. Happiness is learning to be content, and taking responsibility to make positive changes to become content.