I agree with Kathryne you aren't going to get allot of responses. I hope Kevin Nader isn't your real name cuz do ya want this stuff about you floating on the net? Please use the proper terms for your body parts some people don't want to see/read profanity! I think you need to see a counsler if you can't afford allot of churches offer it for free. Also go see an Uroligist(sp) for heaven's sake!