Dear "Killi". Do you have a Walmart Supercenter or Neighborhood Market near you? If you do, and if your are interested, I would like to send you a $10.00 gift card so you can buy yourself some oil. Walmart may not have the best oils, but you can get Sunflower, Safflower, Olive, or refined Coconut oil at very reasonable prices. I don't have much, but I am blessed enough to have a job I can do even though I cannot walk. I am one of those people who lives paycheck to paycheck, but there was a long period of time when I had no paycheck. I am also searching for alternative methods to restore my health, I have had some people help me when I thought my case was hopeless. I wish I could do more, but if you would accept my small gift and promise to use it for oil and perhaps even a grapefruit and a small box of Epsom Salt and a small bottle of olive oil for a liver flush. Just E-mail me if this will help you and let me have your address, I will get a card for you next time I get to Walmart and get it in the mail ASAP. I can also relate to difficult family problems, although your situation does sound worse. Please do not be offended by this offer it is only meant to try and help in the spirit of love and compassion.