Hello guys/gals as some may have seen from a recent post of mines in the Depression forum, i am not doing to well mentally. I recently just broke up with my girlfriend of 2years + the only thing that was keeping me going, and now shes with someone else treating me like crap.
Im at an all time low, i have nothing and stopping suicide is getting harder everyday.
But i know i could deal with these stresses if my health was tip top and i felt good about myself.
But i dont know how long i can last, been to doctors loads of times i dont even know what im fighting so how can i get better.
I have no job so cant buy some of the things i need i.e supplements. Im only 20 i really dont know how much more i can take. Im a joke and everyones seeing that. Im a loser to people and have been told on several occasions. I have no confidence what so ever.
I really need help on where to go from here.
And im in the UK does anyone know of any places i can get hair tests and any other tests.