I know how you feel. I just had the most amazing couple of months, and I feel like total crap now. Its been almost a month since my last flush, but the last one was not that productive as the first (7 weeks ago now). What sucks is Im going out of town and wont be able to flush for a couple weeks still! Ewwww Ill just have to deal I guess. I need to do Humaworm too. Ever tried it?