I sense a lot of pain coming to the world soon...an expansion of wars...great loss of life...serious climatic changes... Right before the birth the mother can fight against the pain of the birthing process and create a stillborn baby or she can embrace the pain... While I am not a woman... I have empathy and feel her pain... Something wonderful will come from it all... Remaining joyful in spite of what we see... a joyful child will emerge... living in the place of an expectation of miracles... still I just never liked the blood and gore stuff through the birthing process... I guess that is why I was born a man? I also see a higher path that can occur... if humanity will help through the birthing process... keeping our focus on loving kindness... this is what I hope J. I know I am not always that even though I try... When something new is being born in my life, I still sometimes have nostalgia for what was lost.. even if what was lost is not what my higher self wants... Maybe it is okay to cry sometimes... for what is lost? The dawn arrives...the smoke clears....and a new day begins...