Our prayers are with you. Don't panic or get fearful which only feeds into your problems. Everything your going through can be reversed, however it will take sometime don't look for the quick fix gimmick NO SUCH THING! plzchuckle gave you excellent advise. I would also get a water-distiller so you can make your own; e-bay is a good source to finding one at a reasonable price. Also get those bowels moving using a herb that MH sells - LBB this stuff is worth its weight in gold!