Hi, I am also a woman alone.
I would like you to re=read your letter. I counted 20 words with the word within them that is NO, NOBODY ...NOT...NO... NOTHING... NOW... KNOW. Also the word CAN'T, doesn't get a person very far. I would suggest you read a Book called "THE SECRET". Or find a deeksha with the Oneness group and get the oness blessing. I did that two weeks ago and it has changed my life. Learn to love yourself and then you will glow and someone will find you. STOP LOOKING FOR A MAN. Google is a good place to start looking for THE BOOK AND ONENESS BLESSING.