Hi I just happened to plug in and check quickly and there you are. I will be journeying soon and we may not have internet where we go. My surroundings are quite simple and it pleases me most. I wanted simple and simple I got. I did not realize what the Universe was doing until I remembered......what I had asked for
I saw Big Baby Boy ,just the computer I happen to be on now is poor graphically so hard to see. It's been so long since my dog ate raw meat but it was mostly beef and chicken from time to time. The residue was lower because she assimilated it so well. With my vegetarian the waste being simple vegetation just broke apart and dissolved into the soil so I did not really have to sccop the poop.\
I do not know if it was black, If it is grey that means there is light there, the last time I saw this, it was light trying to illuminate a source of darkness that was emotional and causing physical issues. As I sent extra light the area kept swallowing like a cup with a hole in the bottom, finally it accepted the light.
You illuminate the area simply by bringing awareness there through mindfulness, diet , gratefulness etc...or if you have a spiritual practice and know how to concentrate your energy or thoughts you can send light there. Perhaps your physical treatment or diet is bringing light and you just need to additionally illuminate the emotional/mental aspects or vice versa. When you illuminate it, it will reveal as it truly wants you to see. When I say illuminate I just mean bringing your awareness inside and allowing what 'is' to manifest without the repression we unconsciously do. If you meditate or have alone time just sit and allow feelings mental or physical to come up, do not judge them just allow them and if you have needs they will reveal or light up.