Well I managed to do it even *%#&¤?§* ed off....

After crying my eyes out for 40 mins I grabbed the oo and grapefruit shook it together and brought it to my room. Tried to read some comforting thoughts in the bible but found not much help I guess I was too mad. So I just got on my knees and prayed. Took 6 orinthine pills with the oo and prayed some more as i went to lie down. I felt real serene. 35 mins into the oo my phone rang and my boyfriend called to appologize and to check up on me. It is 5:45 am and I ran to the bath room and passed some itty bitty stones and A LOT of shaft looking type of stuff. WHAT the heck is that - shaft looks like old bitten up lettuce. Well thank you all for just letting me vent. How did you all do? Tweet