Iknow i know. i failed. not much. by about 300 calories. but for me thats not good enough. im not going to binge or anything. BUT i am going to try again tomorow. POO. but failures are more than succesess. which make the successess for exciting. am i right? yes. yes i am. wish me luck   [End]
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I dont know if i am going to do more than a month fasting. So i am going to start with 31 days. I completed the first 5 days so i know i can get through the rough stuff. Now i just hope i can stick it out ;) After my last fast my new weigh in is at exactly 200pounds. And after this first fast my goal is to be at 160pounds. and we will go on from there :) i take my weigh ins as soon as a wake up so the first one will be on day two since todays was at 200. I am drinking Coke Zero, and Water. Once i get into deeper cleansing i will stop with the coke zero to get a fuller cleanse. ...
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OH YEA! i wanted to see if i could finish 5 semi-water fasting days before i joined the big leauges. I made it, i slipped up here and there, but i made it 5 days. i think im ready for this big shit now!. woo. im going to try to do it all of march. 31 days. Just for a start, if im doing great i may do an extended fast but for now 31 days is the goal. Like how i planned it out? 5 days before the new month :) Ok so the next morning after i broke my fast i gained 2 pounds. Which is better than i expected i thought i would gain 4-6pounds. So i am starting the next fast at 200pounds. Which i ...
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Its 4pm and i havnt eaten today, the pains are gone!!!! its so great!. i have to tell you the truth though, dont judge, but i did eat a little last night, about 500 calories. but i threw it all up. I was so scared that i would gain when i weighed myself this morning. I DIDINT! woo i lost another 1.7pounds. Which kept me going, because i know that if i had gained i wouldve given up. :) Ill give you a little tip that has helped me. coke and sprite zero. I know i know, they have like o.6 calories per full glass. but it gives me a little taste and i like that i dont feel like i am missing o ...
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Ok so i HAD to make this, after what happened today on day 3. But ill get into that later. Day 1 : Was very hard, for me its the hardest day, you have to convince yourself that no. you cant start tomorow. But i got through it with some hunger pains. That part sucked. Day 2 : Even harder. i had intense hunger pains, it just hurt. like a switch, on and off. I had some alchol on this day so i am hopeing it didnt change anything because its still liquid right? I had coating on my tougne and my breath smelt bad! Day 3 : It was about the same as day two, other than the fact that my toug ...
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Yay. feeling gooood. well i guess there are still 4 hours until i complete day 1. But im happy. I dont know why, but i am much more active, food has really taken control of my life, when you take away all the eating, i have so much free time! Its kinda wicked! hehe I know i havnt lost much weight yet but i feel thinner, it must be the rumbling in my tummy. I am going to have a drink of water. Cao :)   [End]
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As you can see there is kind of a a pattern here, after two days i quit, for 1 reason or another. there are no excuses. well actually there are, pretty good excuses. But i won’t use them, so instead of counting the days for the first three days i will be counting the hours, as you can see it is now hour 10. (10:00am) hehe. I am about to fill up a 500ml water bottle and chug it all!! over the course of the day, and then fill up another one. thats 1000 ltres. is that enough?   [End]
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Ok so i fell really sick over the weekend.apparently (according to the doctor) i have to do at least 3 days of juice fatsing beforehand cas my body cant take it and shiz. Today is day 2 of juice fasting... but i will start my water fast again tomorow. hehe   [End]
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No i have not given up! WOO i feel gooood. I have this tiny bit of shite coating on my tounge. i am HOPEING that its from the detox and not just because. Today was hard. But i am praying that it will get easier. My weigh in will be on Monday 10/01/11 and after that every second day, or when im bored ;). If your on a fsst. Good luck! keep rockin   [End]
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0k so i have started again. i am back up on the horse. :D its 11:59pm right now, but when i post this it will be day 1! hehe. weird? yes i know. today i am actually going go-carting, then to the salon with my ”security guard” so that should keep me busy. :). i am going to try to drink at lEAST 8glasses of water. more if i can. Starting weight approx 200pounds. height 5’8. Goal 125-135pounds. btw , by security guard i mean sister. the one i put in charge of me staying on my water fast for the first 4 days :)   [End]
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I suck. DAMMIT! i cant stay on a damn fast!!! ARRR. so i decided to tell someone. and stick by her side for the first three (hardest) days. and hopefully go on by myself from there. I failed at night. just light sacrista. (shes my buddy ;) ) it sucks. my family decided that they needed to ”celebrate” and we went out for dinner. Temptation. arr. but im not giving up. im starting again tomorow. i think that if i have someone with me, not letting me eat i can get past the first through days, i can make it till the end of january. Wish me luck. ill be writing again at 12:00am ;) : day ...
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waddup people! its day two and i am happy. :) i did cheat a little but im not going to let tht get me down. as of 20 min it will be 12:00am and day 2. im excited as to were it will take me. im not going to weigh myself until the end of 5 days, which will be sunday 10/01/11. and im anxious...eee i am hopeing to be in the late 180’s by then. that will be exciteing. expecially becasue my family is having a ”family photo” and i Hate photos, dont most fat people? but yea. i wuld look a little better in my clothes by then. Ill fill you in a little on my ”situation” i am a teenager. :I livi ...
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ok so today is day one. hehe, here it is actually exsactly 1:01am. so i have been at it for an hour ;). i am actually scared to go onto the scale after these christmas holidays. i was SO bad. its not even funny. My sister has started calling me the hulk.! i know. i know. so i am taking matters into my own hands and water fasting. again. i failed miserably last time. lasting no more than 3 days. but if i can get past those who knows how long the fast will last. right? my prediction starting weight is approx 200pounds. i have a 5’8.5 frame. and am a girl. so you can see my dilema. my firs ...
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