well,I talked to her today...it was scary at first but in the end,it went pretty well.I notice that my feelings felt sheltered and cautious,they were familiar yet
strangely foriegn to me,I was worried that my usual negative state would rubb off on her,but it didn’t.Fuck this anlylizing %¤#&!§-,I like her and that is that..if I fuck up then I fuck up and that’s all that matters,I’d rather fuck up trying then
not to try at all..I like her,it doesn’t have to be all theatricals and music but I
know how I feel,in the mist of all the confusing and non-sensual thoughts constantly in my mind,f ...
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