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Long Year so far 14 y
eating disorder, fasting, weight loss
Well, in my attempts to fast and even just release the weight I regained, I have failed. I am maintaining a weight of 115-118 whereas I was 110-113. I have gained about five pounds. I am okay with it, but then I’m not. I feel unsettled in my body to the point that it’s challenging for me to write about. I often times wonder will this ever end? Of course, I believe that it will. I once had stomach problems so bad that I was wasting away and could hardly eat and I remember sitting on the porch of my friend’s house one december evening, wondering, will this ever end? I think that it will. It’ ... read more 1st blog 14 y
A brief description of my intentions and my current situation
So, today I woke up and received an e-mail about cancer healing. I got scared. I know it’s strange, but I got afraid of all the toxic things I do in my life. Binge eating, to thoughts, to creating stressors. And I vowed to myself that I am going to change the way I live my life. I am going to go running at the beach and outline a book that I have always wanted to write. I feel that I am ready. Ready to transform myself and my life.
Although things may not be perfect, they are pretty good and this can be the starting point of a transformation of myself. I am 5’1.5’’ and 115.5 lbs this mo ... read more |
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Add Blog To Your Favorites! This is the first day of the rest of my life. I am motivated to transform the way I see myself, to transform any sick forms of thoughts I think, as well as sick actions, and create a healthier transformed me! I intend to release about 7-10lbs and feel great in my body for the beginning of this new summer season and increase my income to 100,000 per year at least.… more...
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