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Day 11 of my continuing Water Fast
My daily Journey to a healthier life style
Date: 12/15/2010 4:24:22 PM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 42510 times
November 24, 2010
I am feeling really horrible. I honestly don't know how much longer I can do this. I feel so horrible, as toxins are coming out of my skin and my breath is has a very strong acetone smell to it that it makes me feel even more ill.
It is hard to work and focus, which is a good thing that today is my last day before the Holiday vacation.
I need to figure out how to slow down the detoxification some before I just stop the fast all together. It is really that bad. I really need to think these water fasts out better, so I prepare for this horrible detoxification.
Phil also sat me down yesterday and told me that he was concerned, as I seem very depressed or different then I normally am. He was concerned that his moving out was causing this change. I told him “No.” I had to tell him over and over again that I wasn't depressed at all. I felt like saying “You think you are so observant, yet have you see me eat food physically for the last 11 days!! Yeah, emotions were running high at the moment, but the only think he noticed was that I was slower, less active and even more quiet.
I went and bought my Wii, but I was too exhausted to really mess with it when I got home. Phil's car wasn't working so he had to borrow mine. He later told me that he was going to set up the Wii for me, but he thought I might get upset with him if I did. I told him I really didn't care if he did it. I think he realized that after I stared at the box for about a ½ hour and then opened it and took everything out and left the living room, because I felt so ill. It wasn't until hours later that I finished setting up the Wii. I played it a little bit after my energy picked up for a short while.
When I got home from work, Phil was really concerned as he said that I looked like I was ready to vomit when I got out of the car. I told him I felt very nauseous. That was putting it lightly, of course. I felt like HELL, but then of course, it is my fault as I have allowed my body to get this toxic.
I tried to slow down the detoxification process by drinking some watered down Pedialyte, as I was getting dizzy because I was getting dehydrated and I was thinking that if I got just a bit of sugar in my system, then it might slow down the process a bit, so I didn't feel so ill. I nursed two watered down coffee mugs of it over two hours. It didn't seem to help much but I did a little bit better about 5 hours later.
Seriously thinking about ending my water fast, and switching to vegetable juice if I am feeling able as it is getting to be too much that I can handle. I honestly feel like I am dying. Drinking water makes me want to vomit.
WATER INTAKE: about 7 ounces
WEIGHT: 133 pounds.
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