I would rather die hungry with my last crumb stolen by hungry brown people, still hoping but never finding the brotherhood of man I had hoped for than survive in the CureZone Debate Forum's version of a Social Darwinist Mad Max Dystopia with cached guns, food and ammunition. The shoot first and ask questions later mentality I see as the pervasive thinking in the CureZone Debate Forums to me is the opposite of how I see a healthy and diverse community of all types of people surviving the challenges the world may face in the near future.

I actually liked CureZone better when the debate sections of CureZone were at CureZone.org. The White Supremacist chatter was so much more mild when compared to the renewed and combined Debate and Support Forums . The problem to me is that those with the strongest and most deplorable racist positions in the debate side of CureZone tend to stay in the debate while most folks with less polarized ethnocentric beliefs tend to lose their stomach for continuing the debate with open racists and xenophobic ultra-nationalists. The stuff starts sticking on you after a while. CureZone is judged rightly by the beliefs of the majority of its posters. The rabid racist and homophobic debate side of CureZone gives those who stumble upon its pages the perception that majority of natural health practitioners are racist militia movement activists.

It is sad that many of those coming to CZ, looking for health advice, get sucked into the fear-mongering side of CureZone. It can't be good for a compromised immune system to pile paranoia on top of their health issues but over the years, I have watched hundreds of otherwise peaceable health seekers sucked into the dark abyss of the Alex Jones/Ron Paul paranoid world-view. The truth with the hidden agenda of racism that these two truth tellers have but fail to own up to are for me just as destructive as a lie because their answer is a thinly disguised type of racist propaganda that discredits the truth. I admit I am fascinated by the muscular truth of Alex and Ron but their post-truth world of a White Only America smacks of the NAZI's eugenics movement they say they deplore. They may have the truth but I don't have to like where they would take my brown skinned children and all of the other children with varying shades of brown skin if their more extreme followers come into power. The combined Support Forums / Debate Forums make CureZone a magnet for paranoid racists or converts them.

I don't know if I still want to tie my self worth to CureZone when putting my thoughts out there in CureZone may lead those who read my words into stumbling into the pit of fear mongering racists of CureZone and still I also grow weary of debating them. I should fight racism and stay in the debate but it drains the energy and time I have to give to the health side of Curezone... I don't want to be lumped into the same Alex Jones/Ron Paul cult of White Supremacists that I see is the vast majority of those on the debate side of CureZone. I am conflicted by what I see as mixed messages that CureZone gives health seekers. The average German in WWII kept quiet... but the trains ran on time in the pre-WWII era. The Germans had something to believe in but then the trains filled up with Jews, Gypsies, Blacks, People with Disabilities, and anyone not like them. This is same train where I see that CureZone is headed and want off. I would like to stay and fight but it might be best to just move on. Let this place collapse from its own karma.

In my current work, I train blind adults and children to learn basic blindness skills that can put them back in the game. On some occasions, psychopaths and sociopaths who happen to be blind receive training that can give them more tools to spread their other spiritual/ psychosocial pathologies onto others. I often regret training them but train them anyway because it is my job. CureZone is not my job and it is sad that those in poor health come here to lick their wounds only to find and become enmeshed in the dark side of CureZone. All physical conditions have a spiritual counterpart. A healthy spiritual condition is not paranoid racism. Curezone asks those seeking help for physical health issues to overcome apathy and take charge of their physical health. This is often a transformational time in their lives. With renewed strength and vigor the only partially healed often slip into cultish side of CureZone and awaken with a newly formed racism. CureZone often seduces new natural health believers into a pseudo religious paranoia that may add spiritual diseases to the other pathological conditions they had prior to coming to CureZone. If we heal someone and give them a spiritual dis-ease while they are here, I don't know if we did them any favors.