I am very sorry you suffer so much, but please do not give up. Have you considered rife treatments, chelation? Does alfalfa bath not work?
http://theuniversalseduction.com/articles/mystery-skin-disease-reporta-positi...

Your post really sounds familar to me. I developed something that I believed was morgellons 11 years ago. At that time there was barely one website about this disease. After about 1 and a half years I cured myself. During that time I went through a nightmare. I tried everything. Herbs, creams, pesticides, doctors, vitamins, etc. I even dipped my hair in boiling water, and slathered mineral oil all over my body. I sat in sulfur mixed with vaseline for 3 days. Nothing worked, my whole life revolved around the horrific itching I suffered everyday. I also had the fibers, crystals and a few small lesions. I examined stuff under the microscope.

I started to feel better when I did 2 things at the same time, so I dont know which one worked. I took several doses of ivermectin over a 2 month period. The first 2 doses came from the doctor. At the same time I took baths EVERY night in salt water for about 3 months. I would buy 40 lb. bags of water softener salt and put several cups in till the water seemed saltier than the ocean by taste. Sometimes I would add citric acid as an acidifier. I soaked for 30 minutes or as long as I could, and kept my hair under water as much as possible. Then I would towel dry and NOT rinse off all night. Shower in the morning. I figured this way the salt would be on me all night and be more effective.

Then finally I started to get some relief. I felt itchy still but my skin was so messed up from all of the junk I put on it before. e.g. permrethrin, lindane!! (I think that was what made me the sickest)

I was not normal again for a very long time (9 months) but I was better, and I may still be suffering if I had not done the baths and ivermectin. It was truly a horrifying experience and I wanted to commit suicide. I didnt think the itching would ever stop. I voluntarity committed myself to the psych ward with the mistaken belief that someone would help me in the hospital. I was treated terribly by doctors who wanted me to believe it was all in my head. Definately not!

I dont have much to offer in the form of positive stuff since I am in the same boat. No longer Morgellons but the life I have now is just as bad. Maybe my story with Morgellons can be of some help to you.

You must understand that you can improve your mood, your depression, and your anxiety symptoms. Try these approaches:

http://www.morgellons-disease-research.com/Morgellons-Message-Board/morgellon...


http://www.morgellons-disease-research.com/Morgellons-Message-Board/morgellon...


These herbs can make a big difference in your stat of mind.

Just know that you will get over it! It is just a temporary feeling b/c of the current stress in your life. Please know that it will pass. If you need to talk to someone you can email me!

Am I shouting loud enough. Of course you would be contemplating suicide. This disease scared me shitless. I thought I was going to die a horrible death by parasites. Doctors finally acknowledged that I had a Physical problem and prescribed Amilsulpride. It worked in 2 months.

I was suicidal too and these treatments got me 90% better in 2 months:

I've had this for at least 2 months and I have begun to recover quickly within the past 4 days especially.

I began taking N-Acetyl Cysteine (600 mg / day) first thing on an empty stomach for my 108 lb body. After 4 days of it now, all of my symptoms are now nearly gone. I will post when I've fully recovered as well.

I increased my spiritual life recently and I believe that also helped.

The NAC is in a fizzy tablet form that I mail-ordered from Europe. It works wayyyyyyy better than the tablets I was taking from my health food store in the US, which did nothing.

NAC needs to be taken with other minerals and with vitamin C, so eating raw almonds and pumpkin seeds every day helped. NAC dehydrated me, so I drank so many fluids.

I cleaned my GI tract out as much as I could before beginning to take it, so that it could be used as effectively as possible, and I believe this is helping it to work so fast.

To clean my GI tract, I drank a lot of salt water, coconut milk beverage, ate kale and papaya every day, avoided: all sugars, meats, refined flours and yeast, and I only buy organic groceries.

I still do all of these things and I plan to until I die so I never get this again.

I avoided restaurant food because it has GMO's.

I had fibers, specs, goo balls, skin plasma, flies, fleas, and collembola, lesions, crawling, itching, seizures, dizziness, insomnia,

cold sweats, daily suicidal thoughts, increased and more perverted sex drive, and personality changes for the extreme worst. As of today, I can barely notice any symptoms.

I used dry swiffers (non-generic worked best) on all surfaces before bed each night and sprayed shower with white vinegar daily.

I also slept on an air mattress covered with an allergy cover that I lint-rolled specs off of before bed each night. I also lint-rolled my bottom sheet, pillow, and pillow case every night.

I also soaked my hair in first Dr. Bronner's liquid peppermint soap and then in ACV for each half of my daily showers.

I applied food grade DE to my anus, pubic hair and genitals, and armpits daily.

I used oil of oregano (with super high carvacol) mixed with more olive oil to keep them out of lesions so they healed fast. Burdock powder from tablets mixed with raw organic coconut oil helped that too.

Sunshine and exercise helped a lot too.

I also used synthetic clothes, towels, and bedding exclusively during the healing bc they bred inside my cotton clothes.

I plan to take all natural Sugar free whey protein shakes to rebuild any damage they did inside.

Good luck to you and may you recover as quickly as possible without taking any toxic chemicals or medicines to do it!!!!! Peace and Love!!

Unless you have a chronic condition that is resistant to treatment (as I do).